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THE SEVEN PURPOSES
Part III
"Science is the ladder by which life may quickly ascend,
but until science recognizes a spiritual force as the one
essential force, of which all other forces are incidental
phenomena, progress must be limited."
"We have purpose to progress beyond the vision of man,
but even material progress, to be constructive and perma-
nent, must be governed by a vision beyond the day. We
are trying to extend that vision."
Chapter I
IMMEDIATELY after the first Lesson had
been given, Cass telephoned that the news
from France was alarming. It was Saturday,
March 23d. The great German offensive of
1918 had begun two days earlier, and the
Allied forces were falling back, with appalling
losses. I asked Mary K. whether she could
tell us anything about it.
"Yes. It is a force of destruction, mo-
mentarily victorious, but Germany cannot win.
She moves steadily toward her destruction."
Remembering our differing conceptions of
time, I asked: "Do you speak in terms finite
or infinite?"
"You will see her defeat soon, but the fight
eternal will not be over with the end of the
Great War. That will be only a temporary
lull, and we shall have it all to do over and
over, until conscious purpose ends it. Do not
fear." The emphasis is hers.
To be sure I had made no mistake, I pressed
the inquiry again.
"You need not fear the end of the war. It [138]
is certain and inevitable. Germany is doomed,
and must work her way back to light. This is
not foreordained, but here we already see the
end, and are looking toward the battles that
will still be raging when the countries of the
world seem peaceful."
[Some weeks later, this confident prophecy
was slightly modified in its letter, though not
in its spirit, when she said: "Unless the Allied
purpose is undermined by forces of spiritual
disintegration, Germany is doomed, but the
fight must be kept up with, confidence and
consciously united force and purpose." This,
however, merely emphasizes the teaching of
all the lessons, that constructive purpose can-
not find expression in passivity, that he who
would live must fight, and that he who is not
actively striving for progress is arrayed against
it.]
As has been said, my Knowledge of philoso-
phies is of the slightest, and there is scarcely
a suggestion contained in the first Lesson that
was not new to me and entirely foreign to my
habit of thought. Therefore, I sent a copy of
it to Mr. Kendal, asking him to tell me whether
the cosmic theory there outlined was familiar
to him. Conscious of Mary K.'s summons, I
took up a pencil.
"Tell Mr. Kendal the philosophers have per- [139]
ceived the truth in fragments. This is to be
the whole truth, as far as it can be understood
on your plane. It may sound, at moments,
like a patchwork of philosophies, because all—
or most—of them have some truth. He will
help you in this. He found the truth in spite
of philosophies, and it is part of his work to
help others find it because of one—a philosophy
not dreamed, but lived and proved and known.
Therefore, not a philosophy, but a faith."
The next day, we dined with friends of that
Anne Lowe for whom I had asked the first
night Mary K. came to me, and from her long
messages to them, a few may be quoted.
". . . It has always been easy for me to
reach you, because you never doubted that I
was there. Doubt is one of the things we
cannot reach through. Doubt, bitterness, grief
—all these are destructive forces." To a
statement that they had felt deep grief, she
returned: "You have not had the kind of
grief that would shut me out. You have shut
out some helpful forces, but you will do that
no longer. It is because the force may reach
you through me that I can come. We are the
same purpose, and I can reach you freely.
We can always reach those who are very near
and dear. Sometimes people are dear to us
there who are not really near us here. They [140]
do not need us, nor we them. It is an ephem-
eral relation. Love lasts eternally. Please
don't ever forget that. . . . Listen to me. I
cannot always reach you as directly as this,
but just as soon as you learn to read my
thoughts, as I now read yours, a messenger will
not be necessary."
Briefly she explained to them the eternal
significance of the Great War, the united pur-
pose of Germany, and the failure of the Allies,
thus far, to comprehend the essence of unity.
Elizabeth, one of her friends, mentioned that
it was like her to drop personalities for great
issues, and she replied:
"The reason that I told you the thing I did
about the great purposes and the eternal con-
flict is that I want you to realize a little of
what it is all for, and to help you recognize
the great ends toward which your problems
lead. Build, build, never cease to build.
Unite yourself to anybody who is of your
purpose. Keep as clear as you can from
entangling yourselves with forces of disinte-
gration."
Miss S____, a teacher, and a stranger to me,
was present, and after a little her brother took
control of the pencil.
"You cannot realize how intimately we work
together still," was one of his assertions to [141]
her. "You are a fine force for progress. You
are being and teaching the things we all work
for here. Teach, above all, unity of purpose.
Never mind the method. Look to the goal.
Building, light, freedom, faith—these are what
the forces of construction stand for, the way
to the great purpose. The forces of disintegra-
tion are gathering for a tremendous fight. The
Great War is one of the crises of civilization,
but the battle to come still is one of the crises
of eternity. It is for that we are preparing
now. This is what we must say to all dear to
us and, through them, to as wide a public as
we can reach. . . . It is a great message that
is to be given. To-day I only want you to be
sure that I know all you feel and all you have
suffered, and that the more confidently and
freely you reach out to me, knowing I am
there, the more easily and surely I can reach
you."
Like the others, this man used the circle,
which we were beginning to perceive must
signify more than joy, as we understand the
word. For example, on this occasion it was
used thus: " You will look for me now, listen
for me, feel me near you, and the (O) will be
as near your life as it ever can be there."
After telling her of the frequent use of this
symbol, I asked him whether it had not a [142]
deeper significance—perhaps completion, per-
fection, consummate unity, something joyous
of this larger sort, to which he replied in the
affirmative.
A night or two after this, Cass suggested
that we must make an effort to get into touch
with David Bruce, but I said that we had
asked about him several times, and that if
he wished or needed to communicate with his
family he would undoubtedly let me know.
Aware of Mrs. Bruce's interest in psychic
phenomena, I thought they might have estab-
lished communication in some way. Within a
few minutes I was conscious of a summons to
the pencil.
First came Mary K.'s strong signature.
Then, very quickly: "David Bruce is here, and
wa . . ." There it ran off into nervous, il-
legible waves. When I said I could not fol-
low, and asked that the message be more
slowly given, it was resumed where it had been
dropped. ". . . wants to talk to E . . . Bess."
His wife's name is Elizabeth, and naturally
was in my mind, but having written E, the
pencil balked, delayed, crossed out the E,
and finally wrote "Bess," firmly.
"Thank you," was the response to my prom-
ise to arrange the interview. For the first
time it occurred to me that possibly Mary K. [143]
had given over the pencil, and I asked who
was writing, to be told quickly: "D. B."
Mrs. Bruce came the next day to talk to
him, and Mary K. told me, before her arrival,
to give her no details about the previous mes-
sages, adding: "He will tell her." And while
his opening message to her merely summarizes
similar assertions previously received, it is in-
teresting as the first consecutive personal
statement of the survival of individuality in
the eternal pursuance of constructive pur-
pose.
"I am here with you, darling Bess, as I
have been with you from the start," he began
at once. "You have known it all the time,
and I have been able to reach you in a way
that I can only describe to you as spiritual."
Here was the first veiled allusion, at first
rather puzzling, to that unknown force after-
ward mentioned by William James and others.
"We so long to tell you whom we love not
to grieve. We are of you, as you are of us.
Even more closely than we were when I was
visibly with you. Perfect union is only pos-
sible to pure spirit. That will come. Mean-
while, one of us is pure spirit, and both of us
so much the richer thereby. Once, in the be-
ginning of things, you and I were the same
purpose. Purposes are eternal. They may [144]
be temporarily divided, temporarily overcome
by the forces of disintegration, which are for-
ever seeking to destroy, but forever each di-
vided purpose answers to the call of its own.
You and I were one purpose in the first, and
we shall be perfectly reunited when you have
joined me here. But while we were one in the
beginning, one with many others of our great
purpose, we are now eternally definite and
separate individuals, but united as perfectly,
after the first life there, as if we had returned
to one unit. . . . The first message any of us
send must be this one. That is the reason
we can come so freely now and tell so much."
A little later, speaking of their children, he
said: "All young people have battles to fight
and problems to solve. Don't try to spare
them that. It is thus they learn life's lessons,
and the more they learn there the readier they
will be to do the fine and glorious work here."
He had spoken before of being very busy,
and now she commented: "He seems so in-
terested in the work!"
"Interested is not the word. It's more like
inspiration."
"Was the passing difficult?" she asked.
"Not difficult at all. The pain ended with
unconsciousness."
"But you had no pain!" [145]
"Yes, I had some—not expressed, nor quite
definite. Difficult to explain until experienced.
Words do not convey the sensation. Not quite
fear, not quite pain, but a strange moment of
suffering. Then consciousness again, beauty,
force, perfectly clear perceptions, but a period
of something approaching incredulity." I
mentioned Frederick's statement that he had
been "dazed by the bigness of it," and Mr.
Bruce went on. "That's it. The bigness of
it is indescribable, and so extraordinarily love-
ly and high that it is not readily realized or
grasped."
She said she had dreaded to have him go
alone, and asked whether some one met
him.
"Yes, we are very tenderly received. There
is always a part of one's own purpose waiting."
"Have you seen Jack?"
"Yes; he is still a little bewildered, but will
soon be in fighting trim again." This young
man had been killed in an accident.
"'In fighting trim' !" she repeated. "How
funny!"
"No, it isn't funny. We fight perpetually,
and love it. It is a wonderful thing to fight
with the great forces, and to know why.
Most of those in your life fight in confusion
and doubt, and suffer. But here we unite [146]
ourselves to a definite and constructive pur-
pose, and the fight is glorious."
"Do you see Granny?"
"No. She has gone on to a life beyond
ours. She will come back, some day, and I
will see her."
"You have helped me very much by believ-
ing that I lived," he told her, at another point.
"It is very hard for us to be put aside. . . .
We know here how intimately our life and
yours are lived together, and the one almost
intolerable thing is to have our dear ones
live and believe that we do not. It defers
things so. . . . It hurts us when the apparent
separation is made real."
"I hope you won't get so far beyond that
I can't catch up," she said.
"Never! You will begin farther along than
I did. We shall go on together now, for
eternity. Since you know that I am with
you, and especially as we live and work con-
sciously together, we shall grow together."
"Did I do all I could for you, at the last?
Did you feel my fear?"
"No, I did not feel your fear. But when
one knows that the step is coming, there is
one blinding moment of dread. . . . You kept
me a little while," he continued, when she
said that she had tried to hold him here, "but [147]
the thing had gone too far."
"Was there anything we could have done
that was not done?"
"Nothing. It had to be." But when she
inferred that the time had come for him to
take up work in the next plane, he protested.
"No. Nothing like that is 'intended.' There
is no foreordination. It is all a matter of
forces, constructive and destructive. My ma-
terial energy was too little to withstand the
material forces of destruction. My flesh yield-
ed. That has no real relation to eternal
force. . . . One serves one's purpose, here or
there. I am doing better work here than I
could have done there, but that has no rela-
tion or part in death. It is entirely a physical
thing."
"Did ____ make you nervous?"
"No mere man could make me fail to re-
spond to your call to courage. I knew and
you knew, that it might be the end of life
there; but there was no possible thing that
you could have done, mentally, physically, or
spiritually, that you did not do. It was your
courage that kept me calm, even through that
dread moment; your spirit that met me when
I woke here; your tenderness that soothed
my first bewilderment; your purpose that
roused me to better, broader, finer work than [148]
I had ever dreamed before. It has been you
—you and I, one always—that have helped
and upheld me, as your faith has enabled me
to reach and uphold you."
This interview took place in the afternoon,
and with a good deal of incidental conversa-
tion, covered several hours, leaving me very
tired. But after dinner the familiar summons
warned me that my services were again in
demand. I took up a pencil, and Mary K.
announced the second Lesson, which followed
rapidly, with the same unhesitating flow that
had characterized the first one.
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